New Beginnings

The new has come and the old has gone. I have finally said goodbye to the old one. It wasn't easy, seeing as the old one was reluctant to go too. It was as though the old one had feelings. I guess, 10 years of being together is something, although I officially only had it for 7 years, but who's counting?

The new one is nice. That's all I can say for now. I occasionally miss the old one, but I guess, life has to go on.

Now, I am praying and trusting that the new one will be with me for a long time, faithfully.

What Was I Thinking?

Ever felt like doing something new and exciting, thinking that you've thought things through very carefully but once you've stepped into that new world, more problems surfaced?

I think I'm in that predicament right now. That something new is getting me so worked up and worried, I'm having second thoughts on whether it was a wise move or I simply didn't think things though hard enough.

Sadly, I don't think I can undo what has been done. I just need to brace myself for what lies ahead and trust that God will see me through this.

Sigh... no regrets. NO regrets! It should be a happy occasion. Think happy thoughts!

SIGH.....

The Start of Something New

By the end of this week (I think), there will be something new in my life. I am definitely excited by the prospect of this new thing in my life.

What is it, you ask?

Not in the position to say, at the moment. At least, don't feel like saying too much yet. I'm pretty stuck between a rock and a hard place right now. I want to move forward but at the same time, feeling very afraid of what lies ahead.

I will definitely miss the old one. I've had fond and not-so-very fond memories and the many adventures in the past. There were times I felt grateful and there were others where I felt completely infuriated by it.

Now, we've probably reached the time where we have to part ways and to say I won't miss it would be a lie.

Trying to look forward for now and hope (and pray) for the best.

Sigh...