Ramblings Of A Fool...

What hurts the most

Is being treated like a fool

Blinded all this while

Thinking it was mutual

Little did I know

You were already told

And here I was

Thinking every chip of news

Were little nuggets of gold

It wasn't yours to tell

I understood that, you know

But the rubbing in my face

Was quite the bitter pill to swallow

Trustworthiness is a welcomed trait

I respect that, I do

But in all honesty

I felt played

I got fooled

To think that every time I shared

You were probably laughing away

Thinking, "Hah! I already knew that!"

Yet, continued with the charade

The delivery could have been softened

Rather than a slap in the face

You could've either hinted

Or just played it all the way

Then, I may never even know

I guess I could not fathom

How someone so close to me

Could play me for a fool

While others were nice enough

To let me figure out

That they already knew

It wasn't because you were told first

This matter would surface regardless of that

I just did not appreciate

That I got played, that was it

At least, now I know

How it feels like being taken for a ride

It wasn't really fun after all

It stung like a knife

Really, it did...